Pursuit of Something

Poem by Gaudys Laxury

Don’t say…I will call you when you don’t.
I will text you when you won’t.
I will pass by to see you…just from afar.
We’ll talk later…cross my heart.
Great things will happen to you…just not with me.
I will reach you when I get back…couldn’t get to you, I busted my knee.
You’re cute…but not sexy.
You’re amazing…but next, please.
You’re nice…but not bad.
You’re bad and not nice enough…don’t get mad.
You’re too tall…I can’t see the sky.
You’re too short…I see that cutie over you passing by.
You’re complicated…simplicity would be sweeter.
You’re sweet and simple…complexity is not bitter.
You’re mysterious…you must be a spy.
You’re outspoken…no mystery – bye, bye!
Today you brighten my day…but tomorrow reality will kick in.
You make me feel so much better…yet the feeling is not so genuine.
I’m concentrating on my studies…I’m just not into you.
I’m focused on my career…you’re just not a part of the long-term view.
A contradiction of endless anomalies in the pursuit of something;
better to say more or shhh… don’t say nothing.